10th December 2008

Tonight finally have some mood to "get" myself into the "online community" -- msn , surf net. Everyone seems to be silent in their own life, nth happens, as I know -- peace~~ . Rather than feel that it is peaceful, I felt strange. So bad I am to hope for something to happen, no matter good or bad. Oh ya, yesterday passed the street in Kuchai Lama, shocked to see that Small Hong Kong restaurant finally dissapear ( dunno by how la, bankrup or relocate).

9th December 2008

What have I done in this seems-never-end holiday? No doubt about it, eat and sleep.. I will think that I am pig if I am not in shape of human. Now I begin to realise that i am so powerless. Yes, I am, from the time I was born. Why I don't have the courage to change anything that is going to happen. I know it will, and I hope it won't. Many chances lost if I continue that way. Come On!! You won't die by just fail to do something!!