Sunday, March 30, 2008

30th March 2008

2day just went tesco with family. Erm, quite lot of ppl, mostly malays(no offence =.=) . Suddenly my mom brought along my "little" cousin along with us, made my "peaceful" journey crushed. Omg, ran here and there, took this and that, climbed up and down(Swt >.<) . Me, the 1 who always wanted to have a brother or sister started to question myself, can I live with child? Izit child always like tat, aiyo cant tahan. Nevertheless I am a person who like to keep thing in control, if it get messed up, I will confuse or fluster(example of a person who cannot succeed, omg). If I have this kind of personality then how can I become the next Bill Gates(eventhough he is not the richest anymore)? If I can't get rich then how can I buy my own house and car and bla bla bla.

Monday, March 17, 2008

17th March 2008

How friendship is gained .. I wonder . thru true heart , offer help as they need , keep smiling no matter what happen ? Maybe I have misunderstand meaning of friendship , but nothing else I can do , maybe I can't go through my life without them , but now i rather spend my time alone , rather than hook out with them . I just feel too tired on this , I feel that close friends are not friends , however the others show more concern than they are . Maybe they don't understand how sensitive and fragile I am ...Hope for a better tomorrow ~~

Saturday, March 15, 2008

15th March 2008 - to Kampar

This week I was told by calvin and sam that TA students will have trip to Kampar , to have a visit and looking for house . There is about 7 of our TC class students joined the trip . We had registered to a girl of TA class call vinci (da vinci? She is the organiser ba?) , sam's fren .

Today I had to wake up at 4.30am , just slept for 1 hours smt . lol . I knew I could be late , so I came earlier to lrt station , but the station was still closing , needed to wait , haiz . When reached PD , found out the bus was already at outside of the gate but there was just a few ppls (I was wrong >.<) . Later , all had came 1 by 1 , and I was just waiting for the moment to get into the bus and slept . It was not ran as smooth as I though , my frens kept talk LOUD about the da vinci (said that she is my laopo , omg =.=) , so embarassed...

When it was 7.30am , we went onto the bus and took the last seats and they were still talking about tat . What I do ? slept .. zzzz . It was 2 hours smt for us to reach Kampar and the 1st place we visited is Westlake's showroom (No pic oo) . Then we went to UTAR but didnt know why , we cannot enter , weicung told that we must had the letter of wad wad in order to get in o . Later on , we had lunch at restaurant in Danish's house and had a walk around the houses (actually I knew it is Danish's house after we finished the walk and told by vinci) . We continued by going to somewhere called as pangsapuri sakura(almost named like that , I forget le) .

After finished all , we didn't know where to go , then we called the agent to take us to bandar baru selatan (as recommended by ice's fren) . There had single and double terrace house . After we asked , thought for so long , and the rest had waiting for so long (so sry) , we decided to rent 2 houses here (yeah ! settled !) .

Since all had finished visiting houses , we went aroud the Kampar town before went back to UTAR (pj 1) . On the way back , all seems very tired , because very silent , maybe all had gone sleep .

When reached PJ , it was raining heavily , so heavy that calvin had to ask his father to take me to lrt station (thx o) . Then went home as usual lo . So tired ~~~

15th March 2008

On thursday night I was informed that yesterday night will go swim with 6 ghosts . But on that day , it was raining . When I had prepared everything and jenghui fetched me , he told me it had been cancelled , and was going to steamboat !! Wah , i just had my dinner and needed to eat again meh ? Aiyo .. Then we went to take kokfai and yip lo , then went to restaurant phone (dirent translation..) . While waited for bin , kaihsien and piew , we ate 1st luu ~~ We ate and laughed and talked (blabla) , but then suddenly raining heavily (need to change table,=.=) . We finished at almost 11pm lo , then we went to piew house to rest and waited for ah soon lo , then gwent start match !! . Walauyeh , it ended at almost 3am , zzz . Craze jor ...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

13th March 2008

Ek..hmn..I have rotted for almost a month oo, sleeping volcano has to explode again...the pimples.. XD There are few more weeks left before I go to Kampar le. realise that I haven't prepare anything yet. Just can't imagine how fast this 1 year has passed.

Met Malcolm yesterday, looked fine, handsome jor. haha. Hui also, kept reading book, dunno real anot, lol.

Actually will friends in my college show their true-self? This is what some of them told me. Izit that bad? But what I think is, it doesn't matter whether are they show their true-self, what I need to do is open my heart to accept everything, will it be happier? yes lo !!

Sometimes i wonder, y am I here? Souldn't be at somewhere else? Problem of my classmate on course transfering makes me wonder, am I right to choose this path o? It makes me afraids that I am wrong. Shouldn't I cont study science and then architecture?or even engineering? What am I thinking?

The recent business and things make me think less, now often act without think much, izit I hav activate my right brain o?

These days, I didn't think much of her.. Maybe it is good for me. Is it because of her reaction to me? Is she what 6 ghosts said as? When "it" just happened, I felt that I want to know everything about her, but now, I felt that it is better I dunno her, so that I don't know how pain it is, and how hard it could be to love someone. Another way round, it is because of this experience, I know I should appreciate and pay attention to relationship. It is a kind of "degree course" that I have to learn though out my life. ^^