Thursday, March 13, 2008

13th March 2008

Ek..hmn..I have rotted for almost a month oo, sleeping volcano has to explode again...the pimples.. XD There are few more weeks left before I go to Kampar le. realise that I haven't prepare anything yet. Just can't imagine how fast this 1 year has passed.

Met Malcolm yesterday, looked fine, handsome jor. haha. Hui also, kept reading book, dunno real anot, lol.

Actually will friends in my college show their true-self? This is what some of them told me. Izit that bad? But what I think is, it doesn't matter whether are they show their true-self, what I need to do is open my heart to accept everything, will it be happier? yes lo !!

Sometimes i wonder, y am I here? Souldn't be at somewhere else? Problem of my classmate on course transfering makes me wonder, am I right to choose this path o? It makes me afraids that I am wrong. Shouldn't I cont study science and then architecture?or even engineering? What am I thinking?

The recent business and things make me think less, now often act without think much, izit I hav activate my right brain o?

These days, I didn't think much of her.. Maybe it is good for me. Is it because of her reaction to me? Is she what 6 ghosts said as? When "it" just happened, I felt that I want to know everything about her, but now, I felt that it is better I dunno her, so that I don't know how pain it is, and how hard it could be to love someone. Another way round, it is because of this experience, I know I should appreciate and pay attention to relationship. It is a kind of "degree course" that I have to learn though out my life. ^^

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